Beautiful on the Inside
By Pamela J. deRoy
Lisa, my two-year-old daughter, and I were walking
down the street toward home one sunny morning when two
elderly women stopped in front of us. Smiling down at
Lisa, one of them said, "Do you know you are a very
beautiful little girl?"
Sighing and putting her hand on her hip, Lisa replied
in a bored voice, "Yes, I know!"
A bit embarrassed by my daughter's seeming conceit, I
apologized to the two ladies and we continued our walk
home. All the way there, I was trying to determine how I
was going to handle this situation.
After we went into the house, I sat down and stood
Lisa in front of me. I gently said, "Lisa, when those two
ladies spoke to you, they were talking about how pretty you
are on the outside. It's true you are pretty on the
outside. That's how God made you. But a person needs to
be beautiful on the inside, too." As she looked at me
uncomprehendingly, I continued.
"Do you want to know how a person is beautiful on the
inside?" She nodded solemnly.
"Okay. Being beautiful on the inside is a choice you
make, honey, to be good to your parents, a good sister to
your brother and a good friend to the children you play
with. You have to care about other people, honey. You
have to share your toys with your playmates. You need to
be caring and loving when someone is in trouble or gets
hurt and needs a friend. When you do all those things, you
are beautiful on the inside. Do you understand what I'm
saying?"
"Yes, Mommy, I'm sorry I didn't know that," she
replied. Hugging her, I told her I loved her and that I
didn't want her to forget what I'd said. The subject never
came up again.
Nearly two years later, we moved from the city to the
country and enrolled Lisa in a preschool program. In her
class was a little girl named Jeanna, whose mother had
died. The child's father had recently married a woman who
was energetic, warm and spontaneous. It was readily
apparent that she and Jeanna had a wonderful, loving
relationship.
One day Lisa asked if Jeanna could come over to play
for an afternoon, so I made arrangements with her
stepmother to take Jeanna home with us the next day after
the morning session.
As we were leaving the parking lot the following day,
Jeanna said, "Can we go see my mommy?"
I knew her stepmother was working, so I said
cheerfully, "Sure, do you know how to get there?" Jeanna
said she did and, following her directions, I soon found
myself driving up the gravel road into the cemetery.
My first response was one of alarm as I thought of the
possible negative reaction of Jeanna's parents when they
learned what had happened. However, it was obvious that
visiting her mother's grave was very important to her,
something she needed to do; and she was trusting me to take
her there. Refusing would send her a message that it was
wrong of her to want to go there.
Outwardly calm, as though I'd known this was where we
were going all along, I asked, "Jeanna, do you know where
your mother's grave is?"
"I know about where it is," she responded.
I parked on the road in the area she indicated and we
looked around until I found a grave with her mother's name
on a small marker.
The two little girls sat down on one side of the grave
and I sat on the other and Jeanna started talking about how
things had been at home in the months leading up to her
mother's death, as well as what had happened on the day she
died. She spoke for some time and all the while Lisa, with
tears streaming down her face, had her arms around Jeanna
and, patting her gently, said quietly over and over, "Oh,
Jeanna, I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry your mother died."
Finally, Jeanna looked at me and said, "You know, I
still love my mommy and I love my new mommy, too."
Deep in my heart, I knew that this was the reason
she'd asked to come here. Smiling down at her, I said
reassuringly, "You know, Jeanna, that's the wonderful thing
about love. You never have to take it away from one person
to give it to another. There's always more than enough to
go around. It's kind of like a giant rubber band that
stretches to surround all the people you care about." I
continued, "It's perfectly fine and right for you to love
both your mothers. I'm sure your own mother is very glad
that you have a new mommy to love you and take care of you
and your sisters."
Smiling back at me, she appeared satisfied with my
response. We sat quietly for a few moments and then we all
stood up, brushed ourselves off and went home. The girls
played happily after lunch until Jeanna's stepmother came
to pick her up.
Briefly, without going into a lot of detail, I told
her what had occurred that afternoon and why I'd handled
things as I had. To my profound relief, she was very
understanding and appreciative.
After they left, I picked Lisa up in my arms, sat down
on a kitchen chair, kissed her cheek and hugged her tightly
and said, "Lisa, I'm so proud of you. You were such a
wonderful friend to Jeanna this afternoon. I know it meant
a lot to her that you were so understanding and that you
cared so much and felt her sadness."
A pair of lovely, dark brown eyes looked seriously
into mine as my daughter added, "Mommy, was I beautiful on
the inside?"
By Pamela J. deRoy
Lisa, my two-year-old daughter, and I were walking
down the street toward home one sunny morning when two
elderly women stopped in front of us. Smiling down at
Lisa, one of them said, "Do you know you are a very
beautiful little girl?"
Sighing and putting her hand on her hip, Lisa replied
in a bored voice, "Yes, I know!"
A bit embarrassed by my daughter's seeming conceit, I
apologized to the two ladies and we continued our walk
home. All the way there, I was trying to determine how I
was going to handle this situation.
After we went into the house, I sat down and stood
Lisa in front of me. I gently said, "Lisa, when those two
ladies spoke to you, they were talking about how pretty you
are on the outside. It's true you are pretty on the
outside. That's how God made you. But a person needs to
be beautiful on the inside, too." As she looked at me
uncomprehendingly, I continued.
"Do you want to know how a person is beautiful on the
inside?" She nodded solemnly.
"Okay. Being beautiful on the inside is a choice you
make, honey, to be good to your parents, a good sister to
your brother and a good friend to the children you play
with. You have to care about other people, honey. You
have to share your toys with your playmates. You need to
be caring and loving when someone is in trouble or gets
hurt and needs a friend. When you do all those things, you
are beautiful on the inside. Do you understand what I'm
saying?"
"Yes, Mommy, I'm sorry I didn't know that," she
replied. Hugging her, I told her I loved her and that I
didn't want her to forget what I'd said. The subject never
came up again.
Nearly two years later, we moved from the city to the
country and enrolled Lisa in a preschool program. In her
class was a little girl named Jeanna, whose mother had
died. The child's father had recently married a woman who
was energetic, warm and spontaneous. It was readily
apparent that she and Jeanna had a wonderful, loving
relationship.
One day Lisa asked if Jeanna could come over to play
for an afternoon, so I made arrangements with her
stepmother to take Jeanna home with us the next day after
the morning session.
As we were leaving the parking lot the following day,
Jeanna said, "Can we go see my mommy?"
I knew her stepmother was working, so I said
cheerfully, "Sure, do you know how to get there?" Jeanna
said she did and, following her directions, I soon found
myself driving up the gravel road into the cemetery.
My first response was one of alarm as I thought of the
possible negative reaction of Jeanna's parents when they
learned what had happened. However, it was obvious that
visiting her mother's grave was very important to her,
something she needed to do; and she was trusting me to take
her there. Refusing would send her a message that it was
wrong of her to want to go there.
Outwardly calm, as though I'd known this was where we
were going all along, I asked, "Jeanna, do you know where
your mother's grave is?"
"I know about where it is," she responded.
I parked on the road in the area she indicated and we
looked around until I found a grave with her mother's name
on a small marker.
The two little girls sat down on one side of the grave
and I sat on the other and Jeanna started talking about how
things had been at home in the months leading up to her
mother's death, as well as what had happened on the day she
died. She spoke for some time and all the while Lisa, with
tears streaming down her face, had her arms around Jeanna
and, patting her gently, said quietly over and over, "Oh,
Jeanna, I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry your mother died."
Finally, Jeanna looked at me and said, "You know, I
still love my mommy and I love my new mommy, too."
Deep in my heart, I knew that this was the reason
she'd asked to come here. Smiling down at her, I said
reassuringly, "You know, Jeanna, that's the wonderful thing
about love. You never have to take it away from one person
to give it to another. There's always more than enough to
go around. It's kind of like a giant rubber band that
stretches to surround all the people you care about." I
continued, "It's perfectly fine and right for you to love
both your mothers. I'm sure your own mother is very glad
that you have a new mommy to love you and take care of you
and your sisters."
Smiling back at me, she appeared satisfied with my
response. We sat quietly for a few moments and then we all
stood up, brushed ourselves off and went home. The girls
played happily after lunch until Jeanna's stepmother came
to pick her up.
Briefly, without going into a lot of detail, I told
her what had occurred that afternoon and why I'd handled
things as I had. To my profound relief, she was very
understanding and appreciative.
After they left, I picked Lisa up in my arms, sat down
on a kitchen chair, kissed her cheek and hugged her tightly
and said, "Lisa, I'm so proud of you. You were such a
wonderful friend to Jeanna this afternoon. I know it meant
a lot to her that you were so understanding and that you
cared so much and felt her sadness."
A pair of lovely, dark brown eyes looked seriously
into mine as my daughter added, "Mommy, was I beautiful on
the inside?"
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